Transformation :(

Transformation, will it happen or not?

                                  I have a friend or what you may say a special friend. At first, I thought that she was just like any other normal girls who use to laugh and smile but years after I realized that she changed and transformed into a more vocal and insensitive person.Not to say, she always wants to have the things rule on her way.She may be very sensitive to her own feelings but not to the people around her.

                                  When were still on the same section last year, she use to guard by my friend Celine. She always said "Gusto ko ya gina hambalan kag gina tudluan kay para mabal-an ko kung ano sala ko" but time passes and her attitude became too much _____, I just don't know what the perfect term to say.Now she wants things done in her way and she doesn't care about others feelings, she also doesn't want people to correct her and so her attitude became stronger.

                                  Her name is so popular in school, it is not  because of her studies, but because of her actions and attitude towards people.Many students dislike her, we were telling her to change and live a more better life but she always  choose to be in the other side.

                                 She encountered issues with other year level, but still she doesn't change.If people comfort her , her mind change and think that everyone of us is on her side but the truth is we are just concern for her.she always says that" I should not forgive her because , I don't want to"....and my mind just reacted"Why?Have she done worse things on you that she has no right to be forgiven!?!?!?"My mind just want to explode if I always heard her say that, she feels that she is too perfect !!!!

                       One experience, we are in the middle of discussion when I pinch her softly in the cheeks , she shouted at me as if there was no tomorrow,.my heart slowly bent down .There was also a time that I talked to her and she shouted at me, I cannot explain my feeling but I know that my anger towards her are just overflowing. At first, I don't mind the things that she'd done to me of a reason that she is a new student and I should be patient with her because she needs to cope up with the new environment, but I was wrong, I WAS SURELY WRONG OF MY DECISION AND PERSPECTIVE.

Until now, she is doing the same thing and for the lesson, I am not talking to her even if she is there eating and jamming with us.I am still hoping that she would transform to be a better person.......