Being the only child.....

                                   Being an only child is so hard but it can also be a fun experience.You may be saying that my parents gives me all the things that I've asked them, but all of you are wrong! They only give me the things that I will need for school and for life but they choose to give my allowance so that it will be my source of buying that certain thing.

                                   If I only had to choose , I would want to have a sibling aside from the point that I sometimes feel alone but its because that I do not want to have all the attention and focus of my family especially my parents.They always wants me to have the attitude of  perfection and that's why I'm always doing my best but sometimes the time does not permits me. All my life I had to respect their decisions and I've accepted whether I would have a bad or good feeling and until now nothing changes.

                                  People say "Wow, ang saya naman ng life mo sana ganun rin kami." and I would respond saying"Ah.......". They don't understand what its like to be eyed by everyone and sometimes they would not permit me to do things because I might get hurt and so most of the time i just nod.

                                I am still grateful to God that He gave me such thoughtful, caring and wonderful parents to live my life until everyone of us will proceed to paradise.I may not comfortable sometimes but still I am thankful and blessed to have them....

                                    I prayed to God that He will grant my wish.